When did you Love?

An intense love poem by Ayub, in Different Truths.

(1)

When did you love me?

My soul!

It was I,

Who loved you?

Your gray fragrance

Is knotted with my silky desire

Theses knots slip

From the pores of my phalanges

But doesn’t unite.

They may unfasten

If the magic of your cold silence breaks,

And the eyes mixing

Into the dust of pain of separation wash away.

(2)

When did you love me?

It was I who loved you,

You just placed some couplets of your silky touch,

In the soft-pink hand cups,

Transformed into the abyss of my heart,

And strewn on my shoulders

Some of my poems,

Kneaded in the moisture of your lips.

When did you love me?

It was I who loved you,

You were only to dissolve me

Into your cold crimson eyes,

Sunk very deep in mysteries.

So, I being a worthless moment have embraced

With the dust of your feet, till now

Neither did you dust your feet,

Nor did you place that worthless moment

Upon your forehead.

What contains for me, in the fist of your silence!

Everything may be there

But no shimmer of confession,

As if an ocean has surged but without coastline.

(3)

When did you love me?

My soul!

It was I who loved you,

Loved your colour,

The universe of colours,

The exceptional magic of your seamless conversation;

And murky fog of your distinct style of conversation

I love your

Lies, truths, expediencies and green moss of expediencies,

On the damp cold surface on which

Magnificent moments of my age were engraved,

Now waft into the air like dreams,

Those magnificent moments of my life

Whom the youthful climate

Of your lips and cheeks has sent exile

From the kingdom of your beauty;

Even then,

I don’t know why this heart,

Kneaded in the yellow clay,

Remains in your quest,

Why at last!

You know why this worthless heart,

Even now, each time gets bruised,

By the nails of your fingers,

Do you know my soul!

©Ayub Khawar 

Photos from the Internet

#Poem #Intense #Heart #Separation #Soul #Fragrance #DifferentTruths

author avatar
Ayub Khawar
Ayub Khawar is one of the most renowned contemporary poets/writers from Pakistan. He has given his remarkable services in Pakistan Television Industry. He was honored by the Pride of Performance award from the government of Pakistan. Recently, he has been awarded “Cross of Peace” 2016, “Stars of the World” 2017 award by The World Union of Poets and “World Institute of Peace” award 2017 by The World Institute of Peace Nigeria.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Releated Posts

Spotlight on Remembering Zakir Hussain, Flying Naked & Reciprocal Tariffs

This week’s highlights, exclusively for Different Truths, include Shail’s tribute to Zakir Hussain, commentary on minimalist travel, and…

ByByShail RaghuvanshiDec 21, 2024

Haunting Visions in the Realm of Ghosts and Mirrors

Steffen explores the haunting nature of voices, referencing Merwin’s forgotten languages and kingdoms, suggesting a yearning for connection…

ByBySteffen HorstmannDec 21, 2024

Legacy of Love: Recovering and Reclaiming Sindhi Literary Heritage

Mohan’s review of Gayatri Lakhiani Chawla’s Borders and Broken Hearts highlights the impact of partition on Sindhi literature,…

ByByMohan GehaniDec 20, 2024

Observations about Daily Life, Loss and Wonder

Nishi’s poem depicts a moment of confusion and disorientation, where the speaker questions their identity, location, and purpose,…

ByByNishi PulugurthaDec 20, 2024